I had a very embarrassing experience at the bank the other day. I wanted to exchange a check for cash to get my salary but I could not provide them with a valid identification card. I was so frustrated and hungry. All I ever wanted was to get my money. I was already out of cash and I could not get home to get my legal documents to support my identity. My pocket was totally empty and I could not think sanely. So I lashed out at the bank officer. I was angry but deep inside I was ashamed of myself. I had been reflecting on the incident for the rest of the day and even until the next day.
I realized that it had been all my fault and I was wrong to have lashed out. It was not the right behavior. I guess I was just carried away with my emotions. And I really felt terrible after that. I felt like disappearing from the face of the planet. Thanks be to God for he is near and always ready to listen. I ran to the Blessed Sacrament and poured my heart out to Him.
God is so patient and kind. He really answers prayers and He gives sound advice. I heard Mass yesterday and I felt a certain peace and calmness within. I have the reassurance that God is always with me and He loves me. He does not make a record of my wrongs. And He helps me go through all my pains and sorrows. Praise God!